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03 January 2006 @ 09:14 pm
peaches...peaches for free  
I feel so artsy today. I've successfully printed my favorite photos off the computer and am sending them in hopefully this week. And I'm really excited because I get to title all my pictures, and I can use really cool titles. YAY. I'm also supposed to submit poetry, but I'm in the process of writing a few more to send with the rest. I wish I had more of a "repertoire"; whenever I do poetry stuff I tend to reuse the same old ones.
I'm reading Uncle David's emails. He sent a copy of one that Aunt Ruthie wrote to him regarding Grandpa's estate..she's all like "Your audacity continues to amaze me..." and blah blah. Then she goes on to say how she'll do WHAT she wants with the estate WHEN she wants it, simply because she has power of attorney. What fucked up crazyass attorney gave her power? Huh? I haven't talked to her in 3 years, but I have a feeling that we'll be in contact soon. Grandma's ready to die any day now, and with funeral arrangements and the actual wake, funeral, etc, we'll definitely be in close proximity. Which scares the hell out of me, because I know she's resentful enough to say things that aren't nice. And I'm afraid that I'll start to cry, or yell all the swear words I know at her. It really hurts me to see my mom stressed out about her own sister...especially as her (their) mother is about to die. Aunt Ruthie acts like she's entitled, and if things don't work out in her favor, she gets mad and plays the victim. I'm venting here because I don't talk about this with mom, because I know it would upset her.
Anyways, we're going to see Grandma tomorrow. Mom thought it was a good idea because she doesn't think she'll be around this time next year...and it's just about the only time I don't have something planned. Hopefully sometime this week I'll be seeing "Memoirs of a Geisha" because I finished the book 2 days ago and LOVED IT...omigosh....the Lit Society should read that book. It's flippin sweet. Like peaches.
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