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07 January 2006 @ 09:30 pm
a dream upon waking  
Wow. This very possibly was the most unproductive break ever. I wanted to learn Amelie songs, lose weight, finish a puzzle with my mom, clean my room, learn chess, and get my voice back into shape. I didn't do anything. I was out the whole time, and when I was home, I was sleeping, or getting ready to go back out. And then that one week was spent throwing up. Seriously I didn't do anything. I think I got fatter, dumber and lazier.
I can't believe how excited I was to get back to school...now I'm nervous. I know that I need to get all A's and B's for the rest of the year to keep my scholarship, but I'm afraid I won't be able to motivate myself. I have so much crap to do, and so much to worry about.

**Things to do**

1) Study
2) Voice lessons--decide whether to keep taking them
3) Figure out where and when the following groups meet: Environmental Club, Science Interest Group
4) Call/email mom
5) Friends. I don't want to be completely void of a social life.
6) Send in photos and poems to Prairie Advocate!!

I hate to admit it, but I've grown accustomed to the luxury of home life and being waited on and such...and I'm not sure if I'm ready to go back to college where I won't have people to do things for me.
Gosh, I hope my stuff gets published, that will be something to brag about. Maybe.
Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: Amelie Soundtrack